Bitter baby’s lullaby

Used to be, well. ought to be, maybe… What the hell have I done today?  Things around seem to hum weird songs.  I don’t forget! But why… what else?

For I am here, betwixt things and others, long time gone woman in my heart and some evil thoughts…  Feeling draught, smooth, as a pint of bitter. With only one tear in! Just like a baby! A salted droppy  baby in a hop and barley liquid womb! Let’s hear the bitter baby’s lullaby while I drink with laping gurgling noises! And also, thirteen by dozens belch and  gurgles a gogo!

Whose life is this? Why do I’m in?

But those words are dancing a bow-wow boogaloo in this (square-dance made for) old beating heart o’ mine ! Inside, no aside! My heart is inside!  Inside of me! The whole world stands aside!

Like this long time gone woman?  Are you kidding?